Sunday, October 5, 2014

Recap week 3 college

     After last weeks email ( i send weekly emails:) I got a letter back from my Aunt Laurel challenging me to write a "choppy talk" email so i can "have fun and study more." Truth is I ABSOLUTELY LOVE writing long detailed emails, you guys probably dont like it as much because it requires you to read a lot;)

     Here it goes my highlights and low-lights:
Monday
- had a titch of homesickness
- met new friends
-learned about the jaredites in math class
- was used by a kid in my science class to get his homework dont:(
- had FHE
- was asked on a date

Tuesday
-weekly devo
- got to write and read in my favorite place on campus
- eat>study> eat> study> eat >study (life of a college student!)

Wednesday
- started listening to christmas music
- formed a math "posse" for studying! WAY FUN!
- spent 2.5 hrs aimlessly wandering around Walmart. I hate that store and ive come to the conclusion that i need a personal navigator to help me shop:)


Thursday
- was invited to go to utah for conference
- took my first test ever in college for sci... got a 95% yippee! That was VERY unexpected.
- Went to a piano concert. Grueling date- great company:)

Friday
- took another test for math, passed it but... didnt do so hot.
- bought sushi
- had a journaling party with one of my roomies. We also listened to christmas music<3

Saturday
- Went to annies for conference. The set up was awesome>> laptop + ironing board = college life:)
- talked to grandma on the phone while she was running the st george marathon with mama. Mile 12 was dedicated to me and all the dancer out there. So SWEET!<3
- buffering issues with conference so we walked to my apt where we have a tv
- SO MANY WONDERFUL TALKS!!!! fav quote so far: " Acknowledge and face your weknesses but dont be immoblized by them." 
- mid conf sesh walk to the park consisted of picture taking and slack lining!
- fell asleep super early and was up at 4:30 am this morning... but whats new???

  There ya go... "choppy talk email..."
Love you guys!
Happy conference weekend to you and yours!




Recap week 2 college

       Isn't technology great?  I think so... We can stay connected in such a simple way.  It is a little sad though that physical written letters have become so ancient. Im considering buying some stamps and envelopes to start mailing letters.  Who's with me???   Its sooooo fun to get mail and it would make life just that much better.  

Guess what??? Preston is NOW in the mission field! EEEEKKKK! I cant wait to hear about all of his amazing experiences in Chile:)


Week two of college:

Sunday: I learned that the reason for the stereotype of BYU- I DO can be blamed on the leaders.  They talk about marriage soooo much and tell us every sunday that our eternal companion is on this campus somewhere. Ummmm you don't know!!! Maybe they aren't. Not trying to be mean, but it just freaks me out when they say that. Especially after my traumatic dates. 

Monday: My math class is SOOOO Hard! I keep telling people all i want is a C- to pass the class, and they laugh at me.  Little do they know i am dead serious because it is the Hardest class of my life!!! I decided to drop one of my three credit classes.  It was a personal decision, one that may not logically make sense to many but i need to do whats best for me. My parents want me to be able to get the whole college experience and not be too stressed with school.
I pushed myself through my tiredness to work out and get some laundry done.  Then we met our FHE groups and i have the BEST GROUP EVER!! Its gonna be a blast!  Then the same kind kids as last week took me to the grocery store and made sure i was home by 9:30pm. Haha! I know I'm weird- and totally not a typical college kid. But hey, I like being unique.   

Tuesday: Elder Holland came for devotional!!! It was pretty much the best day ever because he is my favorite!!! We were breathing the same air!!! Can you believe it! haha! Im joking... but not really;) His talk was all on happiness and it was honestly exactly what i needed to hear. 

 I felt like it was for me. He emphasized that happiness is a choice.  Even if your not happy 24/7, which pretty much no one is, you must still do the things that happy people do and walk the path that a happy person walks.  Then your happiness will become a reality and you will find those moments of immense joy when you least expect it:)
   Look it up!!! It was AMAZING! 

Went to the temple with my new best friend Annie.  I love her soo much! We get along super well!  After the temple i was struggling a little because i was exhausted and felt my energy going way down, plus i was stressed about all of the homework i needed to get done and its way harder to do when im falling asleep... so her friend zac gave me a blessing.  I know without a doubt it was a message directly from God that i needed to hear.  The rest of the day i had so much energy- honestly it was a miracle. And guess what else??? I ENJOYED doing my homework!!!! Can you believe it- i ENJOYED IT! I love how in all of my classes we talk about religion. If anyone has some spare time for reading let me know, i have a great article from class i could forward you:)

Wednesday: Have i told you about my favorite place on campus??? I honestly don't remember what i wrote last week so sorry if I'm repeating myself but... It in the Manwaring Center or MC for short.  There are some tall tables next to a cafe that smells like burnt toast (i love that smell:) I love it because its a place i can sit and have "me time" writing.  In the background is the best soundtrack playing at all times. I don't know whose playlist it is but it is identical to my music taste.  Its pretty much my i pod. 

Thursday: Mom sent me some pics in the mail and a little note<3 now i have some decorations:) Haha! Did I mention my room is sad because it lacks and personality? Turned down a creepy 25 year old that asked me on a date. Maybe, just MAYBE if he wasn't creepy I would've  gone out with him but... thats 7 years older than me:/ YIKES. 

Friday: After class i went on a date bridge jumping with Aaron in the the coldest river EVER!!! 

It was only 20 feet high and everyone was freaking out so i ended up being the first girl to jump.  While we waited for the others to muster up the courage he taught me how to skip a rock and i DID IT! This is a big accomplishment! - 4 skips people! 

Afterward he convinced me to make him dinner and he built my lamp shelf that my mom bought me:) After dinner we went puddle hopping in the lightning storm which was magical!!! That was my favorite part! I love magical activities that remind me of being a kid. Then we heard some loud music and followed it to a party across the street.  We arrived at the end but we did get glow stick glasses a free box of pizza so it was worth it:) 

The second best part of the night was he respected my bed time and i was home by 9pm! YES! haha! 

Saturday: Went on a date with an Italian dude named Stefano.  We played laser tag which I'm  not really into... I feel like a weirdo when I'm playing, but i acted like i had fun. hah!  He kept asking me these very deep questions all night which was a little odd but he was fun to talk to.  Sometimes he wouldn't know the word he was trying to say.  Haha.  Anyways We went to Sammy's to get shakes afterwards- i got water:)  I didn't get home until 11:15pm but according to my counselor its very important to wake up at the same time every day so.. I woke up at 6:30am this morning.

There is soooo much i left out from this week. I wish i could tell you every single detail. 

Well im off to church. Did i tell you my calling is to teach Sunday school??? Yeah, how intimidating is that??? I teach TODAY! Ahhhhh! I'll let you know how it goes.

One more thing. Round two of lake powell was last week and Kelsey convinced grandpa to SKI AND WAKEBOARD!! My grandparents are freaking awesome!!! 

XOXO-Paige 

Recap week 1 college

Well College is off to a rocky start but i know it will get better. I am so so grateful to my support system: Mom, Dad, Grandparents, siblings and the roseleafers (my aunt laurel and her roomie camille) for helping me push through.  

Monday- happy 21st birthday to kelsey!!! 

First day of classes.  I was dead tired and kept nodding off but i did meet some cute guys:)  Found out i was in a super hard math class with all these older peeps and the teacher told me to leave... so i went and rearranged my schedule.  Met a walking google> seriously this girl knew everything about the college and helped me find my way around.

Tuesday- Didnt really feel like writing becase ive been so tired and had some weird emotions, so ive been worried if i write it will  make me depressed.  Had a 7:45 science class but its ok because i met a cute kid and we hung out after class then went to devo later that day.  And guess who is coming to devo next week. Freaking ELDER HOLLANDS!!!! MY FAVORITE!!!

Wednesday- Went to the temple with my friend austin.  It was a little sad because no one was there and they had us do like 20 names.  I am very glad i went though!!! Then i went groccery shopping with three guy friends i met and after hung out with a different guy who confessed all this crazy stuff to me that i didnt really want to know...

Thursday- Was homesick all day but pushed through my studying and ended up meeting a kid at the library named zac.  That night he asked me on a date for friday night.  

Friday- Did math for three hours.  it was only five problems but it was the hardest five problems of my life!!! Went on a date with zac which i wasnt particularly excited for because honestly i am not physically attracted to him.  He's cute but just not for me.  We went salsa dancing then walked to the gardens which i knew would be a bad idea.  He held my hand on the way there which was super awkward because he is 6'2" and my arm is like down to his shin.  It was ok though because it was cold outside.  Then he wanted to sit in the garden which was bad idea #2.  I was talking about something random like i always do and seriously mid sentence he turns and tries to KISS ME! So so so awkward! I backed away and was like "sorry but i dont kiss people until i really know them." But ya know something crazy?? Right before he tried to kiss me he said, "I feel like ive known you forever." UMMM NO YOU DONT KNOW ME AND YOU DONT SAY THAT!! WEIRD!! I met him the previous day!! ugh so weird! So yes that happended... first date at byu-i. I hope they get better!

Saturday- This was the worst day of my life. Health Problems + no energy + stress// homework + homesickness.+ seperation anxiety. I dont want to go into detail because i dont want to stress any of you out. I was suppose to go cliff jumping too which wouldve been so so so much fun but oh well. Dont fear its kind of under control and i have an amazing supportive family.
I hope week 2 of college is better:)
Love you guys! 
Paige

Monday, September 8, 2014

Favorite Mormon Messages

I LOVE mormon messages!! They bring the spirit into the room so quickly and turn my day right around when it seems gloomy.
    Check out some of my absolute favorites:

The Hope of Gods Light

Have I ever told you that HOPE is one of my favorite words??? The gospel of Jesus Christ IS HOPE!! Although it may seem like its the end, like your life is completely over at times, there is always hope! 
     I know that as long as i do what is right i can return to live again with my father in heaven. I can have peace and eternal happiness!!! I can be together with my family forever and break the bands of death, just as Christ did, recieving my physical body through the resurrection (this is a free gift from God to ALL of his children). 
     There is hope! God wants to comfort you. All you need to do is open yourself up to his love and recieve his light!!!


Because of Him



This message kind of goes hand in hand with what i was explaining above^^^  The atonement is GREAT!!! Because of what Christ did for us we can have a body again and recieve all of the temporal and eternal blessings available!!!

Earthly Father, Heavenly Father


Honestly this message makes me have more respect and love to fathers and rightious families!! It displays a fathers role in the household and shows me how God is the center of LOVE! It also makes me super excited for my eternal family!!!:)


My New Life


I cant even express how i feel about the AMAZING Nielson Family!!! This womans example changed my life!!!! Read her book Heaven is Here or visit her blog nieniedialogues.blogspot.com
She helped me discover what is truly important in life!!!


Enduring Love

I cry every time i watch this!!! Love is Sacrafice!!! I want a loving relationship like this>>> a relationship with a foundation built on Christ. One that stretches beyond physical attraction and connects and binds two souls together discovering eachothers deepest desires and true qualities. Eternal and Enduring LOVE!:)

Hope you enjoyed and feel inspired!
XOXO- Paige

Time

Sometimes I feel like a little kid who's acting like an adult.

Sometimes I look in the mirror and think, " Im still daddy's little girl!" and other times," Is that really me? When did i get so old:)" 
I wish time would slow down or stop completely.
How about a rewind??? That'd be nice.
Enjoy every moment. Preserve the memories.
Life goes fast, and I for one, DO NOT want to miss out:)

XOXO-Paige








Loving my journal

Ok no judging, but sometimes I personify my journal. I LOVE it! Sometimes it is my best friend: I can tell my journal ANYTHING and it is always there to listen:) haha! 


In July when i was feeling lonely i absolutely loooovvvveeeddd having my journal to talk to, I wrote this,


 "Dear Journal,
                    You keep me sane. I will now rely on you even more than before. Thanks so much. byyyeeee:)



                                         Love/ Paige <3"


Odd Fears..

About two months ago I realized that I have a couple VERY odd fears:

1. I have a fear of being cold- well, maybe i just love fall clothes waaayyy too much (it actually makes me giddy thinking about fall!:) but.. I ALWAYS have a sweater or jacket with me WHEREVER i go. 

Even when its 102 degrees outside. I dont want to get cold;)

2. I have a fear of being bored or not having anything to do. 

That is why i ALWAYS have either a planner, notebook, or reading material in my bag for the times when i have nothing to do:)
XOXO-Paige